going under

i am not happy.
Everything that surrounding me is not fine and makes me sick of it.
my feet is not on the earth,my eyes are tired,
my friends are no longer my friends,my soul is no longer that light.
I just know that I am not in a right track
i will not cry and this is why i couldn't really get out from this sadness .
I just wanna tell em that I really mind that the way they treating me.
I dont hurt and i dont wanna get involved.
However,i think i just need to sleep and turn over a new leaf.make a great start after that.
Going under now but climbing up to the moutaion.
This is only a challenge,i can go through it and be fine soon.